Karaoke Smilin'!! Pascale Picard

I am not gonna make it
I can see the crowd around me
Is getting bigger, as it is
I'm trying to figure out why I feel so isolated
I have my friends but don't have much time for them
I have my house a tiny pocket in my luggage
I have my boyfriend but he's also so tired of listening to me
Every single day seems like a mountain to climb
Every single word it takes all my strength to get it out
I'm tired of talking about me but in fact, it's the only thing
I get a grip on
I feel like
I'm not gonna make it
I really feel like
I'm not gonna make it
And it might be the best thing that ever happened to me, so now
Hey little girl keep on smiling 'cos they don't want to hear you complaining
You're a lucky girl your life's so exciting
So I'll keep on making bad jokes you think I'm strong and it
Might be the way you like it oh how I need you to like me
I have tried as hard as I can
I have tried to go through and nine to five
But I was like a train between work and bars
Never found out what I was travelling for
Now I have my car
I ain't got no safe place to go
I still hold my drink
I'm not as thirsty as before
I have my voice but I heard lately that people don't to hear sad songs
Every single place it's all the same to me
Every single face
I know it will be replaced
By another smiley one who will also be left soon somewhere behind
I feel like
I'm not gonna make it
I really feel like
I'm not gonna make it
And it might be the best thing that ever happened to me, so now
Hey little girl keep on smiling 'cos they don't want to hear you complaining
You're a lucky girl your life is so exciting
So I'll keep on making bad jokes 'cos you think I'm strong
And it might be the way you like it oh how I need you to like me
So please now just don't count on me
I can't handle it anymore
And don't ask me why if you don't want me to lie
Just don't be alarmed don't you see that
I'm just down
Just don't worry soon
I'll be back on the tracks
Smiling, 'cos I'll get tired of complaining
I'm a lucky girl and
I'm doing exactly what I wanted
So I'll keep on making bad jokes 'cos I need to be strong
And might be my only chance to get out of it and now I really need to make it